Today had a feeling to do some blogging. Over these period many things happen. Happy , Unhappy, Sad.
Happy is i got engaged to someone i loved and he proposed. Unhappy is that i m not sure what things has changes it become very insecure for me also.. Sad lost some important person in my life over the months.

If things can remain as simple as it could be i would be very glad and grateful. Many things just bumps into your life to make you stronger and move on. Recently i been pondering a lot looking through all those sweet post and photos of us reminding me of our courtship days.

I also starting to learn that i need to let go if this is against his will. If i said i will not be unhappy it will be lying to myself. After so long , so many things happen i thought we can endure all obstacles. I only now leave to God's hands to show me the path. I will accept whatever it comes.

But i learn during these time many things i learn to control my temper, my sadness but the only things i cant control is my tears. But i learning also to put him in my shoes and i know what he might be going through that is why i finally understand loving a person need a lot of courage , tolerance and unlimited forgiving and giving in.

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Karen| 11:39 AM
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