Been v sad ytd.. i wanted so much to trust him but yet over n over he betray this trust i had..
i guess it must be something about me that is why he never felt comfortable with me i guess..

perharps it should put to a stop.. am i so not good enuff for him?

i forgave every time.. but how many times more do i need to be free from all these ?
today i tot he will coax me and acknowledge his mistake but he did not seems to see that where the problems lies onto?
He do not see that is something wrong but still insist on his own views?

I really hope he know hw i felt about it and what i am going through...but i guess he will never understand the feeling of being cheated....

All these while whenever got hurts or things he lied about no one knows.. i never even mentioned to my parents or whosoever.. to my family he is always so good and nice to me.. n the nice person that never hurt me... even how hurt i am i always smile not to make my family worry abt me..

perharps i should just let go of everything i hold so dear and close... if he dun know how to cherish me.. i see no point i should continue on ..

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Karen| 10:06 AM
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