today been raining.. it been a while since last rain.. i hope this stay till the night when i go home..
today mood still alright. just that something not very pleasant pops into my mind.. so my mind was kinda messy and the type of personality i have is that if i can't have it straighten out i will keep hog till i get an answer..

hai.. dunno wat to say also... i didnt not expect that from him either..
recently been doing nothing much but rotting..

hope god gives me a clue..

i hope the weekends comes so that i could be free..

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Karen| 2:05 PM
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Mooncake festival has passed.. i had lot of fun though.. seeing children holding lanterns playing with lanterns and the moon was indeed very round..

Something shocked me that day.. when his grandfather sees my palm and told me the every 1st answer.. ur dad loves u so much that even i wanted his head he also will give it to me.. haha..
this is so so true.. hmm ppl call his grandfather a half god as he predict very accurately..

Show zhen jie he is sooo cute , very chubby.. also so happy going lucky... although abit bad temper.. hahaa.. but after a while he is alright...

Nothing much for that night .. just simple family gathering...

He been treating me very well.. being very good to me as well.. sweet.. i hope this goes on as long and better every day... hahah..

It likes whenever i am with him my world just only have him and him alone...
I like being around with him though...

So looking forward for this sunday .. i hope it faster come... hahah...

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Karen| 1:56 PM
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Been v sad ytd.. i wanted so much to trust him but yet over n over he betray this trust i had..
i guess it must be something about me that is why he never felt comfortable with me i guess..

perharps it should put to a stop.. am i so not good enuff for him?

i forgave every time.. but how many times more do i need to be free from all these ?
today i tot he will coax me and acknowledge his mistake but he did not seems to see that where the problems lies onto?
He do not see that is something wrong but still insist on his own views?

I really hope he know hw i felt about it and what i am going through...but i guess he will never understand the feeling of being cheated....

All these while whenever got hurts or things he lied about no one knows.. i never even mentioned to my parents or whosoever.. to my family he is always so good and nice to me.. n the nice person that never hurt me... even how hurt i am i always smile not to make my family worry abt me..

perharps i should just let go of everything i hold so dear and close... if he dun know how to cherish me.. i see no point i should continue on ..

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Karen| 10:06 AM
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Ytd was his 22nd birthday.. haha.. had steamboat... got lots of food, liver , pork , chicken, fishball, cheese hotdog, sotong , shabu shabu , yong tau foo, vegetable , rice ... in the end the soup taste so great... had fun .. as always enjoyed Steamboat.... then later at night cut the cake... and mama push the cake onto his face sooo cute... hahah...

then in the afternoon had lunch with him... treat him lunch.. gave him a bag for his bday.. and finally he manage to activate his iphone 4... hahaha..

last few days was still alright lots of work to be done.. had a quarrel again as usual...
guess this is part and parcels in life which we cannot avoid...

Nothing much change except i might be having many different thinking and lots in my mind...

Hope that everyday will be sweet and happy... nothing to worry abt will be da best...

today sky looks so grey.. how i wish it is snowing now....

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Karen| 11:35 AM
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Time for blogging again.. ytd was a public holiday.. we did nothing much..

Went out for sushi lunch with his frens... then go back to his place where the guys played MJ and girls in room playing iphone / watch pps ...

We had lots of fun as we are chatting with ppl we do not know over iphone application and it really funnie.

His fren's gf is so friendly and feel at ease with them.. they are really nice ppl.. sweet and pretty too..

Then at nite me his sister n his papa we went to jln kayu for prata .. and he drove me back home after that too..

He driving still needs practice as keep jerking hahaa.. but overall he still do well.. good job...

Then his fren CY n gf wants watch Resident Evil 4 with us tonight.. so happy coz i get to watch movie hahaha been a while since i watch....

The last whole week was still alright felt loved , tired also... ahaha.. i cant wait for tonite haha..

I blog next time coz need go work now..

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Karen| 9:47 AM
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It been awhile since i blog... many things happen...
Got happy got sad got pain hahaha..

previous week me and him had a huge quarrel over hp issue lor.. coz he say wanna get iphone when he told me he want get BB instead .. but after that we are ok le..

then 2 weeks ago we went to MBS but some idiot lost his pouch so in the end landed in police station to report loss... didnt really walk alot that day coz of this issue.. end up in his house...

then last week we went to MBS again.. this time we walk alot had lots of fun.. went to skypark..
In the morning i went to dye my hair and cut it abit.. then meet his sister then go down iluma to find him as he working half day... then after that went to QQ mee to have lunch .. took a bus down to MBS..

We walk and took lots of pics which we never had before.. he treat me like a princess that day.. like the only gal he love.. treat me so sweet and i love it so much..

Then he paid for me to go skypark.. it was a view so pretty .. esp during the night.. the night view is even better then in the noon time...

then after skypark we stroll down helix bridge.. quite nice.. then we had dinner in Marina sq then headed home..

then last few days due to cold drink i got super high as my tummy felt so much pain.. didnt manage to sleep well..

Hmm i need get back to work le.. later then blog ba...

Hahhaa

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Karen| 9:34 AM
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