Today is a rainy day.. suitable for sleeping at home but yet i am working..
these few days been weird for me and hard on my tummy. i feel so much pain and yet i cant do anything about it..

i wondering what else can i do to not pin so much hope on a relationship?
i feel bad n sad when i dun get to talk to him or meet him.. its like i understand love need its own space but i just feel lonely.

It like i pin so much on this and turn out otherwise.. i was so looking forward to meeting up but he is not well so cancelled it. But on the other hand he got a job i am so happy for him.. Glad he found a job.

These few days every night i go home was just to face the wall and on maple. it seems like so dead at home.. no one at home and left me alone and when i m in pain i feel sooo bad.. no one to talk to no one to comfort me..

i will blog next time ba..

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Karen| 4:03 PM
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