Is This Love ?

You say that you love me, but it can't be true.
I wouldn't play along if I wasn't so devoted to you.
When I'm not picture perfect you won't even touch me
Is that supposed to show me how much you care?
Each day I try a different way to keep you wanting me,
but from your hurtful words it must be oblivious to see.
There must be something in my way that's preventing my beauty to show.
Maybe it's you blocking the truth, not allowing me to grow.
If we're so in love, why don't I feel safe?
Will you always be my shield from the storm?
Giving me guidance through dark lonely nights,
will it be you forever keeping me warm?
Even though I love you, nothing should stand in my way.
See, I have this need to shine, but you're breaking me down day by day.
Do you need me in your life? Do you need me to survive?
Or am I just tiding you over until a prettier one walks by?
It seems I already have these answers....
All the tears over you I've shed, put them behind
says a voice in my head. But it's not that easy for me to do,
because for some reason I can never stop loving you

Last nite was a worse day i ever had since then.. what shd i go or do now?
i guess i am never gonna be good enuff for anyone if not he shd hv already neo my heart by now..

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Karen| 2:44 PM
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