It been awhile since i have been blogging..

Lately many things is happen around me which it kinda over for me..
i got into alot of shit situation which i do not know why i fall into it also.

i got force to do things out of my own will. feel like i can hardly breathe now..
he kinda forceful and i feeling offended by his ways..

he invade my space and i really do not know why did i do that in the 1st place either..

mapling recently feels so hard for me its like i am always fighting to get out of this place alone..

i do not know if anyone knows my existence.. i feel invisible lately.. i feeling going off and not to tink of anything else. leaving all behind me...

i tink i am reaching almost my limit point and if things do not change fast i tink i will just sink and be that way forever..

life to me been cloudy seems grey and i feel hard to fight it alone myself..
i do not know if i still have the strength to carry on if i am fighting alone..

i wanan tell him about what is happening but he seems forever bz.. recently of his events kinda make me feel that i am not good enuff for him..

my life is suxs now.. if i could breathe again i really hope miracle happens..

haiss

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Karen| 10:08 AM
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