I m back again to blog:p

Sat i went to his place to cook.. made garlic prawn, broccoli wif mushroom, sesame chicken n pork rib wif xi yang cai ( watercress ).. i had so much fun together over the meal.. his dad said its not bad the soup the soup is sweet and meat is nice haahaaa.. oh ya had flower crab too hahaa..

then sunday went over to watch movie watch toy story 3D quite nice but not much effect though i feel. haha after movie we went over to pepper lunch .. i had beef set .. and some kuku wanna clean his table end up spill his soup on his pant lols xD....
after dinner went to rubi get a pair of flatz and go ntuc to get some stuff and headed home...

Sunday night feel quite pain and he sing for me to sleep haha so sweet rite..
then monday also feel sick coz still pain.. i played maple awhile then gone to bed...

now in office later then blog when free...

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Karen| 9:26 AM
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Today is thu soo happy.. coz today meet up for lunch .. i had subway melt 6 inch and he had bmt 1 footlong hahaa.. although was a short break but it good enuff for me at least..

he also help me buy pocky stick hahha. he buy me a japanese pancake which is NO Taste de ... today that uncle no work i tink that y that aunty do de not so nice...

i looking forward for weekends.. hope it faster come.. feel vvv happy n xingfu now hahaha...

jo today no come again feeling sick over see her things over n over again.. always not around dunno wat can i do with her...

hoping that he can faster find a suitable job also .. hahaa

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Karen| 3:24 PM
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today was sooo bad for me... i hate it when ppl leave shit for me to clear..
jo was given a group quote since 3 days back n yet she did not reply and today she did not come in. really do not know what shd i do with her..

its getting on my nerves as to always need to clear her rubbish work..
and agent is forever chasing non stop ... i just manage clear 1 group for her and do not know how many more other things i need help them clear.....

but i am glad today is almost half day over as tomorrow i will be meeting for lunch ...
so looking forward for lunch tomorrow.. still wonder what i should be eating neh.. hahhaa soooo many things i like to have le.. want to have that seafood porridge also hahah but also want to eat bread... arhhh i cant make up my mind :p wakakakaka

that piggy still still sleeping now for sure i think hahaha... zhu zhu ....
anw i go do my stuff den go out lunch

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Karen| 1:01 PM
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last few days i been gaming and gaming.. and FINALLY let me hunt dao 2 lama staff + 2 shield and 1 scopio hahaa.. soooo happy.. then ah i went to do upgrade and had so much fun...

nthing much happen except last nite nose bleed maybe to not enuff rest or maybe too tired and i fell asleep le..

i didnt tok to him last nite as after the jab i dunno i fall into sleep hahaa..
i think he must be really worried coz i saw he missed call me hahaa...

anw i tink he still sleeping like a pig nw =p wakakakkaa..
i go clear my shit 1st later then free den blog

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Karen| 11:35 AM
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hmm today is 18 and this is a day to rem wor..
coz its 16mths already.. times passes so fast..
and today i want to make it special.. i like to stable this rs also..

so i m stepping up with list of things to do and not to do..
haha.. awww today he failed his driving test but i hope he do well for the next time..

i hope today we will have a fun time together...
i am so looking forward for this haha..

ytd i had fun and had fish soup soo nice.. inside got bian yu , dried shrimp and ikan bilis.. next time i wanna try make myself.. and got bittergourd and tofu and lettuce..

its really very nice... the fish is so smooth..

another abt 6 hrs time i will get to see him again hahaha... xD

ok le i need rush things so i will be on time later hahaha xD

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Karen| 11:32 AM
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Sunday was the best day i ever had.. haha.. finally he started to play with me and i am soooooooo happy.. he cares for me..
he been quite supportive now and more responsive haa..

his msg to me makes me top of the world.. life been great now..
now filling with white clear clouds haha..

looking forward to see him again..

last nite didnt sleep well wake up at 2am n didnt get to sleep till 3 plus now i am super duper tired ... and i missing him haaa

he soon will be free =x such good life he has hahaha...
going to be free from hell hahaha...

Hopes later he wakes up will call me or msg hahha..

ok today got things to clear so wont blog for now le...

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Karen| 9:44 AM
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It been awhile since i have been blogging..

Lately many things is happen around me which it kinda over for me..
i got into alot of shit situation which i do not know why i fall into it also.

i got force to do things out of my own will. feel like i can hardly breathe now..
he kinda forceful and i feeling offended by his ways..

he invade my space and i really do not know why did i do that in the 1st place either..

mapling recently feels so hard for me its like i am always fighting to get out of this place alone..

i do not know if anyone knows my existence.. i feel invisible lately.. i feeling going off and not to tink of anything else. leaving all behind me...

i tink i am reaching almost my limit point and if things do not change fast i tink i will just sink and be that way forever..

life to me been cloudy seems grey and i feel hard to fight it alone myself..
i do not know if i still have the strength to carry on if i am fighting alone..

i wanan tell him about what is happening but he seems forever bz.. recently of his events kinda make me feel that i am not good enuff for him..

my life is suxs now.. if i could breathe again i really hope miracle happens..

haiss

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Karen| 10:08 AM
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